Awhile ago, we put the destiny of our family in His hands. I’m not saying that we’re all Jim Bob and Michelle Duggar, but we trust that He knows much better than we do when and when not to grow and bless our family.
No, I’m NOT pregnant.
BUT!! Today has been one of those days where I’m feeling as though my ‘quiver is full’ (see Psalm 127!). Today has been one of those days where I have no idea how Someone would trust me with one more of His children because the 3 I have might just be more than I can handle! Today has been one of those days where my oldest and boldest and spun us around, yet again, and left us with hand raised crying out “Lord! Jesus!! Please step in and HELP US”
And then I realize, maybe, just maybe is that the point? Maybe does He throw me on my head spinning so that I will stand up and seek Him more? I have come to learn that He has an AMAZING sense of humor that goes with His crazy logic! However, whatever the punch line and whatever the reasoning, He is the one that I always *get*.
Please pray with me to restore peace and harmony to the heartbeat of our home. It’s exhausting to be a momma spinning on her head–I can handle the spinning (it keeps me on my toes!), I just need to be right side UP!